Find me face up, in everything I am.

Soo. Staying up last night until 1 A.M. blogging wasn't the smartest idea.
Haha, well at least I feel a little bit better now that what I had on my chest is out there.
Right now, I'm in period six. I'm supposed to be doing "community service" right now, but instead I'm sitting here and blogging. (:
Oh, the addiction I have to blogging.
Today I've had another huge realization, and it makes me happy now that I'm discovering so much about myself.
My life is like a long rope, or a string or Christmas lights.
When I ignore things that are per say negative, I'm just tossing the rope into a box. I can avoid it for now, but come time when I have to take it out of the box I'll regret avoiding it. It will have spiraled into a chaotic tangled mess, and it will take a lot of time to unravel it.
This is the process I'm going through right now. I'm slowly but surely unraveling the rope of my life. No one ever said it was going to be easy, but hey, that's life for you.
I'm happy all I have to do is unravel my inner rope, and not dodge bullets or hide in a bomb shelter.
I really am very lucky, no matter what I may say.
I have a roof over my head, food to eat, a family to love, a school to learn in.
Life is difficult sometimes, and it's hard for me to stomach.
This is one of my faults, but I'm working on working it out.
Just thought I'd point this out. I'd still like to know if there's anyone out there reading this. If there is, what do you think? I'd love to hear your opinions.
Peace and love,
Nikki <3 xx